What kind of conspiracy is this?

我今天早上又接到一个电话，明天又要去见工了。是一个规模相当不小的电子公司的总经理亲自打给我的，邀请我出任物流总监。几乎还没有谈什么，仅仅是看了我的简历，听口气他已经基本上决定请我出任那个位置了。
明天各位狗兄又要跟我出行了，呵呵，出出差也不错。大概各位狗兄不会满足于仅仅跟跟我而已，大概还是会出手的。又如何呢？该做的事情，我不会不做，尽人事以听天命吧。我可以想象到，各位狗兄的后台是非常高层的。我已经闹出如许局面还不能让狗兄们放弃，总是要倚仗一些大势力的。那又如何呢？还是那句话，尽人事以听天命而已。
I got a phone call again for an interview inviation. I am going tomorrow.
The call was from a general manager of a quite big electronic appliance company. He invited to be their logistics director just after reading my resume. The decision is almost made without any interview.
I am sure that some beasts will go with me tomorrow. They may do something with that company.
So what? I am just doing anything I can do, and leave the rest to the hand of buhhda.
Their background maybe quite scareful since they just don't leave me after I have made the things big.
So what?

宛如惊弓之鸟的贱狗 Those cheap dogs are like birds which have heard the sound of arrows
Sunday, 11. March 2007, 15:25:54
今天,贱狗们死活不敢让我上网,每次不行的时候,就使出绝招,让我的电脑死机,这是用硬件遥做的,我破不了,于是从头再来,到最后,还是上来了.
从此可以看出贱狗们的虚弱,强大的人是不会害怕的,让你来好了,随便你怎么来,对吗?
呵呵 ,现在已经慌了?我还想整整干一年呢.
我说过,我以后是为了我爱的人活着,其他一切可以不计了.
越来越多的朋友给我以鼓励,给我继续下去的勇气.谢谢你们.
Today, cheap dogs never dared to let me log on to internet. Everytime they find they cannot stop me, they will do the same thing, just make my computer down. They do this by remote control and I can't stop them since this is a hardware proble. I have to restart the computer again. But I do log on again finally.
I see their weakness through this. If they are strong enough, just let me do anything and they should be not afraid of anything. Right?
Are you dogs scared now? I will do this for a whole year.
More and more friends come to me and encourage me for doing all these.
Thank you all indeed.

Although facing more and more pressure from cheap beasts, I feel it just another day 面对贱狗们越来越大的压力，我坦然
Both I and my son had hardly any sleep last night because of the effect of cheap beasts work. But now I just keep calm and peaceful and begin my work today.But I do face their more and more presure, at home or outside, to me and to my son, especially to my son. They almost kidnap my son as a kind of mean to threaten me, wanting me to surrender. It is really stupid. How can I surrender? Just let them do whatever they want to do upon my own son? Hand over my own son to the hands of a group of cheap beasts?No way.To me, this is more difficult than death.Since I have never thoght about the possibility of surrender, it is just another day with all the pressure. Actually it is nohing to me now.
昨晚，我们父子两个基本上无法入睡，这当然要感谢贱狗们的辛勤劳作。但是，我仍然镇定，平和，继续工作。我在面临越来越大的压力，在家或在外，对我也对我的儿子。他们在劫持我的儿子，将他用作人质，威胁我，试图降服我。实在是愚蠢至极。我怎么会投降？难道让他们对我的亲生儿子为所欲为？把我的骨肉交到一群贱狗的手上？办不到。对我来说，这样简直是生不如死。既然我根本就没有考虑过任何臣服的可能性，于是我坦然。这些所谓压力对我毫无意义。

我并不是太紧张我的博客的访问数字，因为我早就知道那是可以做假的。从最早开始，小狗狗们就在这个上面做假。最好笑的是，我的一个博客一开的第三天统计数字就到了1800，可是当我一刷新后，数字居然马上变成600多了。于是我明白我不再需要考虑这个问题了，以他们在国内网站的授权，大概做这个不费吹灰之力就做到了。不过也许是靠一些黑客手段？否则不如都封掉不简单很多？其实他们做过，我的myopera和google博客都被封掉了，不过我建立了更多。所以，这些访问数字按照我的推测，乘以十大概就接近了。否则他们不会这么紧张，天天派十来个服侍我。
另外，我也知道，他们在我的每一篇文章都加上了恶意代码，所以提供修改html语言（源代码）修改的网站，我都会经常检查一下。有些网友说打不开我的博客，其实大致刷新几次就一定可以了，这也是小狗狗们做的手脚。
另外我上周末去见了第二轮的国内著名上市集团公司的集团物流总监的职位，但是我其实也不抱太大的希望。除非我杀一条路出来，否则对他们来说，要搅和掉这个太容易了，看吧。我也就是心平气和地做我该做的，享受我的生活，我的战斗。还是那句话，做我能控制的，其他的交给佛陀吧。
Actually I am not too much concerned about the statistics about the visitors to my blogs, since I konw they can do a lot about this. It was quite funny that the statistic showed 1800 visits to one of my blog three days after I set it up, but when I refreshed the page the number turned to show 600. Then I know I don't need to think about it anymore. It can't be real. The real number maybe ten times larger. It might becausee of their authority to the web stations within this country, or maybe their hacker's skill. I am not ture. But if they are so much authorized, they can block all of my blogs. It is much easier. Actually they blocked my blogs in myopera.com and google. But I just setup more. They should be quite nervous about this or they will not send more than ten people working around me.
Moreof, they added some html(source code) to almost every piece of my artibles, so that readers can not open them. Recently I checked every piece of the source code if the station provides that function. Some friends told me they could not open my blogs, actually they could just refresh the pages for some times and it showed normally. This should be one of their tricks also.
I went for the second interview of a famous listed company for a position of Logistics Director of the group. The interview was fine. But I just don't expect too much for success or not. If they want to destroy my opportunity, that will be a piece of cake for them. I just do my best to what I can control and leave the rest to budda.

前两天去见了那份COO的工作。那是个小型的国际公司，他们邀请我做中国公司的COO，即首席运营官。我们谈得很好，他们承诺除了工资以外，还可以支付一定的红利或者股份给我，并要求我主持中国的业务开展和运营工作。但是，在我们会谈的过程中，对方接了三个紧急电话。他告诉我其中一个是他们国家的领事打来的，之后他们的态度就变得冷淡很多。我知道，感谢某些人士的辛勤工作，而再次剥夺了我这一份工作。原本就在预料当中，所以也没有太大的失望。
I went for the interview of a position of COO. That was a relatively small company and they invited me to be their chief operation office in Chinese mainland. We had a very good communication and they promised giving me some bonus or some share apart from my salary. But he received three emergency call during the interview and he told me one was from their consulate. Then he changed his atttitude. I knew I lost the opportunity due to the work of some personnels. I was not too much disappointed since I had known this at the beginning.

It is quite funny. After I moved in to this netbar to work, all the PC have been re-installed twice. Today they are all different again. I konw it happens because I deleted almost every their file and their controling device. They can do nothing to me without re-installing all the PC and setting a lot more restriction. It seems I need to move again.
实在是滑稽。自从我转到这家网吧工作后，所有的电脑已经被重装了两次。美其名曰升级，呵呵。今天所有的电脑系统都重装了，加多了很多限制设定。我知道原因，是我上几次几乎将他们所有能用的程序和设置全部删掉了，不重新设置他们根本无法限制我做任何事情。
看来我又要搬家了

Some friends doubt that all the things are just my imagination after reading this blog. I am not surprised.
But actually I have proven all these. Please take some time to check those dump pictures. If anyone has some understanding of computer, he should understand it right away.
有些朋友在读完我的博客以后，怀疑这一切都不过是我的想象而已，对此我并不奇怪。
但事实上我已经有足够的证据证明了。花一点时间，看看相片册里面的那些截图，但凡对电脑有一定的了解，应该马上就可以明白了。

I was invited to be the chief operational office by a subsidiary of a multi-national company. At the middle of the conversation with their CEO, it was interupted. I know then this opportunity will be lost. This just have happened for so manay times, I have be expecting it at the beginning actually.
Though so, I just keep working on what I should do and what I can control. For the others, I still leave them to the hand of buhhda.
昨天有一家跨国公司的中国公司邀请我做他们的首席运营官，但是在与他们的首席执行官谈到一半的时候，谈话被中断了。我知道，这次机会又没有了。其实我一开始就知道，因为已经发生太多次了。因此，我还是继续做我能做的和我能够控制的。至于其他的，就交到佛陀手上吧。

Once there is something I do and they don't want me to do. The resouce occupied will be 100%. The PC will be down and I will have to reboot it. Therefore I will terminate the prcess and restart it before they do it. They can only slow down my pc with it now.
一旦有甚么我做的事情是他们不希望我做的，CPU资源占用会升到100％，电脑就死了，我只能重新开机。于是我盯着资源占用，一旦过高就将程序关闭充气。所以现在他们只会用来降低我的效率

I can sense that their experiment is still going on, with many new condition added to. They may expecting my reaction and note down the data. They live beside me, pretending to be normal neighbours. They try something different periodically to interactive with me. For times they intrude my home and leave something to let me know it. Maybe it is for frightening me, but it doesn't work.
Whatever I do or say, they can view it or hear it. They mean to make me aware of it. I am just living in a clear glass box with also microphone installed. Maybe I have been doing this for years, and they let me know just recently. Why should I care since I can do nothing to it temperarily? I just let it be.
They choose the people I communicate with when using the IM software of QQ. I find it when I use the software to find some new friend. It seems they provide the list. Whoever I add as a new friend, it will be their people. Whenever there is an urgent case I fight with them on net or pc, they will try to set up a conversation with me. Telling from the locations of those people, this should be a very large-scale project.
I have been using the pc and the net under their supervision for such a long period. I would assume they have got every pieces of my password. They maybe able to delete every byte of information I put on the internet in a single day. Maybe they can, or not. whatever it is, I just don't give a damn since all these things also exist in my brain. Will they also destroy this?
Wherever I paste a tag abroad, they will follow a lot more to deny it. That is what they are fed for.
This is like a chess game. I now can find quite some fun in it.
我能够感觉到他们的实验仍然在继续，而且加入了很多新的条件，大概要测量我的反应，记录数据。
他们住在我旁边，扮作普通邻居的样子，偶尔卖卖好，有的挑衅一下。我都了然于胸。不时地变换手法跟我互动，加入新的实验变量。有几次他们潜入我的家，故意留下痕迹让我知道，也许是为了吓唬我，也许是为了看我的反应，可惜完全没有用，我无所谓。
无论我说甚么，做什么，他们都能看到听到。他们也故意让我感觉到，我就像住在一件玻璃房间里面。也许很多年了，只是他们最近才让我知道。我没有甚么好介意的，既然我近期无法改变，就让他去好了。
他们能够选择甚么人做我的Q友，当我搜索的时候，感觉到结果是他们提供的。每次到电脑对决的关键时刻，总会有人试图同我聊天。从他们分布的地域来看，这应该是一个相当大规模的实验。
既然我的电脑被人盯了这么多年，也许所有的密码都已经被盗了，也许某天一夜之间所有的东西都会消失得无影无踪。但是这些都在我得脑子里面，莫非他们要连这个也一起消灭？
无论我在国外的哪个网站上贴帖子，他们都会跟贴一大堆加以否认。当然了，他们就是靠这个吃饭的嘛，总不能光吃不干啊，领导批评的。
越来越象一场博弈游戏了，我从中找到了许多的乐趣。