What kind of conspiracy is this?

Last night, I was told that my son got a quite painful feeling in his ear. He was with his mother and his mother took him to the hospital. The doctor could not check out what kind of illness it was. But I can without check anything. It was the cheap beasts who did it since it is such kind of feeling I have got for over ten years. Ear, belly, hand or head, wherever they want to do it on our body. I was just now working with an extremely painfull feeling with my own ear. But I just did not care now. Normally I can fight back by making some other part of my body some feeling of pain. That will stop them for sure. Now I just don't want to waste my time in this kind of meaningless thing. I would like to focus on what I am doing. This is just some kind of disturbance, and actually doesn't cause any physical problem. I will teach my son about this when he is back to me. They did this to him just want to cause some kind of depress in his mood or some psychological problem to him. They ever did this to the other kids of the family. What kind of shameless beasts they are.
昨晚，我儿子的耳朵非常痛，痛到不得不让他妈妈带到医院去看病。结果医生也没能诊断出具体是甚么病，但其实我能，根本不需要做任何检查。因为十多年了，我对这类的痛感太熟悉了，这毫无疑问是贱狗所为。只要他们想，可以在对象的任何部位制造出痛感，耳朵、手臂、大腿、肚子之类的。就象我的腰一样，十多年花了我无数金钱、时间医治，结果我最后发现根本就是虚造出来的。我儿子回来后，我会教导他怎样去应付这些无耻下流的贱狗。至于我自己，根本就懒得理他们了。这类太无聊的事情，我已经不愿意花费我的时间和精力了

http://translate.google.com/translate_t?langpair=en|zh-CN;
Some friends told me that they have quite some difficulties in reading those articles in English. So I found this address. You copy the words in it, the translation is done for you. I check the translated words, it is OK for understanding.
有些朋友告诉我说那些用英语写的文章比较难读懂，抱歉得很。于是我找到这个网址，只要把文章填进去，译文就自动出来了。我读过了，文字还算通顺

Friday, 16. March 2007, 07:26:24

有关部门人员的脸皮之厚,实在令人难以理解.以电脑技术而言,他们其实已经完败于我的手上.经过两年的交手,现在我基本上可以完全控制我的电脑,使用电脑做任何我想做的事情.有关部门在内置遥控装置在我电脑的情况下,只要我开机,他们就可以随心所欲地做他们想做的事情,居然完全无法控制我.搞到要入屋偷我的光盘,在我的cable上做手脚.而在做了那么多不要脸的事情后,仍然完全无法防止我做任何事情.

难道这还不叫做完败?

这帮子酒曩饭袋只有靠我去煲汤给儿子喝的时候趁机做一大堆假线程,用光我的CPU资源,让我死机.可是不用多久,我又上来了.而且将他们的控制程序删个干干净净,气得直敲我的墙壁.

我还是想做什么就做什么,有本事拿技术让我看,敲墙壁只能说明无能而已,徒增笑料.

如果是实验,所有的手段被我看得干干净净,破得一点不剩,还有什么意义?

真不明白,仅仅是死缠烂打?哪里有一点大机构的风度?人总不能无耻得一点脸面都不要吧?

他们之所以还能控制我,完全靠的是盘外招,实在令人齿冷.

I just can never understand how shameless those relative department people. They are completely defeated by me in consideration of computer technology. During two years of fighting each other, I am in fully control of my own computer now. I can do whatever with it. Although they have built-in remote control appliance in my computer and can do anything they want to do once I switch on the computer. Even after they had to slip into my room and stole some of my programmed CD and did something to my IDE calbe, they can not control me or stop me from doing anything now.

Is this a total failure?

These stupid guy created lots of thread when I cook for my little son and made my computer down. But just a little while later, I come back again. I delete almost every item they use to control my computer, they are so angry that they hit the walls of my room to create quite some noise. What use can they do with it? It is just shameless.

Now I can do whatever I want to do with my own computer. They can show me their technical level, what good there is with knocking the wall?

They just stay beside me every day. Where is their manner as a big institution?

If this is an experiment, then I now understand any method they use, and not at all be refleted. It is meaningless now.

The reason they can control me is other than technical problem. This only make me laught at them

Both I and my son had hardly any sleep last night because of the effect of cheap beasts work. But now I just keep calm and peaceful and begin my work today.
But I do face their more and more presure, at home or outside, to me and to my son, especially to my son. They almost kidnap my son as a kind of mean to threaten me, wanting me to surrender.
It is really stupid. How can I surrender? Just let them do whatever they want to do upon my own son? Hand over my own son to the hands of a group of cheap beasts?
No way.
To me, this is more difficult than death.
Since I have never thoght about the possibility of surrender, it is just another day with all the pressure. Actually it is nohing to me now.
昨晚，我们父子两个基本上无法入睡，这当然要感谢贱狗们的辛勤劳作。但是，我仍然镇定，平和，继续工作。
我在面临越来越大的压力，在家或在外，对我也对我的儿子。他们在劫持我的儿子，将他用作人质，威胁我，试图降服我。
这实在是愚蠢至极。我怎么会投降？难道让他们对我的亲生儿子为所欲为？把我的骨肉交到一群贱狗的手上？
办不到。
对我来说，这样简直是生不如死。
既然我根本就没有考虑过任何臣服的可能性，于是我坦然。这些所谓压力对我毫无意义

I bought a Inspiron 1501 and received it yesterday. But I found the computer is dirty. I checked it with Norton Disk Doctor and found two USB disks and a floppy disk were virtually installed in the harddisk. I try to erase them by low formatting the hard disk with many software but never succeed. And your engineer in China lied to me that the operation system you provide does not have a graphic mode, but I found it had. Then I cannot trust your Chinese employee any longer. How can a famous brand name like Dell do this? I am expecting your prompt answer or I may open this whole issue to the press or sue you.
我购买了一部戴尔的 Inspiron 1501手提电脑，并且于昨天收到，但是我发现这台电脑是脏的。我用Norton Disk Doctor检测过，有两个USB硬盘和一个3寸软盘被虚拟装入我的硬盘。我试图用低级格式化来删去这些虚拟的硬盘，但是使用了很多软件都不能成功。而且贵公司的工程师对我撒谎，说提供的红旗系统软件没有图形界面，很难使用，而我发现其实是有的，我无法信任贵公司的中国雇员了。如戴尔这样的著名品牌怎么可以这样做？我期待能够得到贵公司的尽快答复，否则我会向媒体公开此事，并提起诉讼

我是一个MBA，曾经任职财富五百大公司的物流经理，历任香港上市公司/美国上市公司/新加坡上市公司的部门经理。做好面对任何事情的准备。为了替我老母亲复仇，为了我心爱的儿子能有成长的自由和尊严，为了我自己的尊严和自由，我愿意面对任何可能发生的事情。如果我坐牢了，或者死了，我的良心就可以平静了。所以我买了六十万的人寿保险，足以让我儿子成长和自立了。

I am an MBA. I was a logistics manager in a Fortune 500 company, and also in a Hong Kong public-listed company. I am ready to face any kind of things. To revenge for my mother, for the growing-freely of my son and for dignity, I am ready for anything that might happen. If I am put to jail or death, that will give the pease to my heart. I am insured for 600 thousand. That will be enough for my son to live on till he grow up

They know for sure that they can never cheat me now, so they interacitve with me almost openly. Such a big hole was found on the wall in my bedroom, how can they still say no to all the fact.
Last night I was so angry when they did bother my son so much that I just shout to them. I shout all the truth for all these years out and let all the neighbours know it. They were really afraid of it.
I shout to their own conscious. How can you people go to sleep after doing so many dirty, cheap mean things. Maybe you can cheat all the other people, but can you cheat youselves? Can you sleep peacefully? If you can, you are beasts, not human.
Are you shame of yourselves when you did all those dirty things to that old lady with lung cancer at the last three months of her life? To that little boy who was only three years old? Look into your own heart if you still have one. Look at yourselves at the mirror? Are you all shame of yourselve? I am sure your ancesters are shame of you. If you are not, you are beasts, hot human.
What about the parents? You are living with your sons or daughters, see them when they are doing those dirty work. You all are dirty as your sons and daughter.
For how much money you all old or young people sold your conscious, your soul, your heart. Is all that worth?
Maybe their old man wants to make themselves comfortabble. They say it with very low voice that it is all the same everywhere. So they admit all.
But it is stll nonsence. Even it is all the same everywhere doesn't make it better. It is about your own conscious, your own judgement of what is right to do. When Hitler and those German killed so many jews, there were so many people doing those dirty work. Can we say they were right?
If you want to cheat yourselves with this nonsence, do it.
To me, it doesn't work at all.
他们绝对不可能欺骗我来了，对此他们非常清楚，于是大家的互动几乎完全公开化了。在我的床头发现如许一个大洞，即使用木板伪装了，还怎么能说一切都不是真的？是我的心理问题?
昨晚他们干扰我儿子实在太过分了，我火大了。于是大声喝骂起来，把他们这么多年做的龌龊无耻的事情全部大声宣喝出来。让所有的邻居都听到，对着他们的良心呐喊

I have been working at home for several days, taking care of my computer against them. I ordered a new Dell notebook and expected to receive it in two days.
Tens of disturbing and threatening method were used upon me, including different kinds of sound, hammer, etc., but not the faintest effect there was on me.
The most funny thing is that I found a big hole on my wall!! Can you believe it?
I just happened to touch the wall behind my bed the day before yesterday and heard a abnormal sound not like touching the brisks, but the wooden board. So I knocked it with my finger, the sound turned out to be liking knocking on a wooden board. Then I studied it carefully. There was almost one square meter big hole on the wall, with a wooden board covered it and repainted. There were cracks around it. Apparently it was quite a newly created.
It had to be for their different kinds of waves to go through from the other side.
How shameless it is. And also how cheap are they.
This is why my son feel dissy beside the hole when doing homework. And so do I when sitting at that place. They are using some kind of sound wave or microwave upon our head to create the feeling.
This may cause some kind of brain cancer to us? It is possible to kill me without using a knife.
What kind of beasts are they.
这几天我一直在家摆弄自己的电脑，我订了一台新的戴尔笔记本，这两天应该到货了。
在我做事情的时候和订电脑的时候，无数声响和震动在身边发生，但是已经无法令我产生任何心理反响了，我只是心神湛定地干活，懒得理他们。
最滑稽的事情是，我居然在我的卧室的墙壁上发现了一个大洞！！简直令人难以置信。
前天我无意中用手碰了碰卧室中床后面的墙壁，发出的声音有点怪异，不太象是触碰到砖墙的声音，倒象是碰到木板了。于是我用手指敲敲，果然是木板的声音。
仔细看看，墙壁上面居然有一个大洞，是用木板盖起来，再重新油漆的，洞的四周有很多细小的裂纹。由于在床头，我从来就没有注意。真是太无耻了，太下贱了。
于是我明白为什么最近我儿子在那里做功课的时候总是觉得头昏，我坐在附近的时候也有同样的感觉。他们在用某种声波或微波之类的对准我们的脑袋发射。
这个会引发脑癌吧？杀人不动刀？
这是些甚么畜生

我发现一件很奇怪的事情,就是从我的防火墙显示来看,我的电脑被连接到台湾、香港、澳门、欧洲、美国等等很多地方。这是为什么呢？难道这是一个国际项目？我居然有幸被如此多的人关注？似乎有点不可思议。
但是,也许这是贱狗们迷惑我的方法,以假的IP地址显示而已,思考中.
I found something very strange. It is shown from my firewall that my pc was connected to Taiwna, Hong Kong, Macao, Europ, US and many other places. But why? Is this an international project? Did I cause so many attention from so many places? It is incredible.
Or is it their method to make me confused? Do they show those forged IP addresses to me?

Friday, 23. March 2007, 03:59:4
无论是雷鸣电闪还是风和日丽,是晴空万里或是云飞满天,生活仍然在继续着.表面的平静也许深藏着暗涌,所以,我只以平常心待之,心平气和,波澜不兴.不过工作也还是在继续,即使没有人督促,也没有报酬.
依旧是上网做事情,依旧是时刻面对伺机暗算,这一切已经成为我的生活习惯,没有惊,也没有喜.如同吃饭、睡觉一般，一般生活琐事而已，不足萦怀。
他们的工作重点有点转向我的儿子，也许我儿子确实患有一点抽动症，也许根本就是捏造出来的，象我的锥间盘突出一样。
有朋友问我，会不会是你太敏感了？言下之意，是不是你的臆想？我很理解，如果这一切没有发生在我自己身上，我贷半是不肯相信的。谢谢朋友仍然有所疑问，至少她们还没有把我看成疯子或者白痴，至少她们还相信我这个人，因为我这个个人她们才会至少半信半疑。
既然我这个个人还是可以相信的，解释起来就简单了。折磨了我十年的腰痛，曾经花费了我过万的医治费用，如果是真的，难道会因为我自己掐我自己的身体后，就完全不药而愈？还有痛了十年的喉咙，每天吃解毒丸喝凉茶象吃饭喝开水一样，我整整吃了十年，如果是真的，难道会因为我自己掐自己又完全好了，而且完试万灵？
他们现在把目标转向我儿子，也许是因为对我而云这一切都已经毫无作用了，以后也绝不会起半点作用。也许是想恐吓我，希望我停止目前的活动。也许根本从一开始就没有停过，只是我最近才开始同我儿子在这方面的沟通。也许吧，这也是我能够坚持做下来的重要原因，也许是最重要的。
Whenever there are thunders and flashes or a clear sky, life is just going on. Beneath the peaceful days, maybe there are streams under. I make it just another day, working without payment or supervision.
Still working on the net while being watched and tried anything to stop me, all these are my part of my daily life now.
They have switched their main point to my son.
Some friend asked me wether I imagine my story out. Am I too sensative? I understand their point. Actually if all these haven't happened on me, I would not believe it mostly. Thanks a lot for their believing me not creating the whole story. At least they trust me.
If I should be trusted, it is simple to explain all that then. The painful waist which tortured me for ten years and costed me over ten thousand in varous hospitals, should not be cured in ten minutes when I just put some pain on the other parts of my own body. The pain with my throad, lasted over ten years and also costed me quite a lot of money, should not be cured easily with the same method and never happen again. I might have taken a ton of chinese herbal medicine to deal with my painful throat. How can it be so easy to be cured if it is a natural one?
They are transferring their point to my son, might because all their means can do nothing on me now, might be that was started long ago and never stopped, or might be they want to scare me and put a stop to my movements on the net.
Then I can not stop more over. I can not just sit besides and see all these happen to my dearest son. Never.
I would rather sacrify my own life for that risk.
I decided thatt I may just live for the people I love now and ever.