What kind of conspiracy is this?

For these two weeks, I found the PC I used in the nerbar will be shut down when I was doing something they dislike very much.
When I checked the system appliance installed, I found something newly added to the list. Some ACPI appliance. I search with google the name and found some information like this:
Advanced Configuration and Power Interface (ACPI) specification
So it is some kind of power controling software. This explains why my PC was shut down by them whenever they want to do.
They are quite proud of this and expect this may casue huge pressure on me. But sorry, not at all.
Because I have been prepared for anything may happen, anything including death.
I am a Buddhist. To me death is just the beginning of another cycle of life, not the end of everything. If I died for liberty, freedom, for people I love, I will accept that without hesitation.
Let me go to the Buddha, and make everything clear from him.
When I go back, I will fight them again.

They know for sure that they can never cheat me now, so they interacitve with me almost openly. Such a big hole was found on the wall in my bedroom, how can they still say no to all the fact.
Last night I was so angry when they did bother my son so much that I just shout to them. I shout all the truth for all these years out and let all the neighbours know it. They were really afraid of it.
I shout to their own conscious. How can you people go to sleep after doing so many dirty, cheap mean things. Maybe you can cheat all the other people, but can you cheat youselves? Can you sleep peacefully? If you can, you are beasts, not human.
Are you shame of yourselves when you did all those dirty things to that old lady with lung cancer at the last three months of her life? To that little boy who was only three years old? Look into your own heart if you still have one. Look at yourselves at the mirror? Are you all shame of yourselve? I am sure your ancesters are shame of you. If you are not, you are beasts, hot human.
What about the parents? You are living with your sons or daughters, see them when they are doing those dirty work. You all are dirty as your sons and daughter.
For how much money you all old or young people sold your conscious, your soul, your heart. Is all that worth?
Maybe their old man wants to make themselves comfortabble. They say it with very low voice that it is all the same everywhere. So they admit all.
But it is stll nonsence. Even it is all the same everywhere doesn't make it better. It is about your own conscious, your own judgement of what is right to do. When Hitler and those German killed so many jews, there were so many people doing those dirty work. Can we say they were right?
If you want to cheat yourselves with this nonsence, do it.
To me, it doesn't work at all.
他们绝对不可能欺骗我来了，对此他们非常清楚，于是大家的互动几乎完全公开化了。在我的床头发现如许一个大洞，即使用木板伪装了，还怎么能说一切都不是真的？是我的心理问题?
昨晚他们干扰我儿子实在太过分了，我火大了。于是大声喝骂起来，把他们这么多年做的龌龊无耻的事情全部大声宣喝出来。让所有的邻居都听到，对着他们的良心呐喊

I have been working at home for several days, taking care of my computer against them. I ordered a new Dell notebook and expected to receive it in two days.
Tens of disturbing and threatening method were used upon me, including different kinds of sound, hammer, etc., but not the faintest effect there was on me.
The most funny thing is that I found a big hole on my wall!! Can you believe it?
I just happened to touch the wall behind my bed the day before yesterday and heard a abnormal sound not like touching the brisks, but the wooden board. So I knocked it with my finger, the sound turned out to be liking knocking on a wooden board. Then I studied it carefully. There was almost one square meter big hole on the wall, with a wooden board covered it and repainted. There were cracks around it. Apparently it was quite a newly created.
It had to be for their different kinds of waves to go through from the other side.
How shameless it is. And also how cheap are they.
This is why my son feel dissy beside the hole when doing homework. And so do I when sitting at that place. They are using some kind of sound wave or microwave upon our head to create the feeling.
This may cause some kind of brain cancer to us? It is possible to kill me without using a knife.
What kind of beasts are they.
这几天我一直在家摆弄自己的电脑，我订了一台新的戴尔笔记本，这两天应该到货了。
在我做事情的时候和订电脑的时候，无数声响和震动在身边发生，但是已经无法令我产生任何心理反响了，我只是心神湛定地干活，懒得理他们。
最滑稽的事情是，我居然在我的卧室的墙壁上发现了一个大洞！！简直令人难以置信。
前天我无意中用手碰了碰卧室中床后面的墙壁，发出的声音有点怪异，不太象是触碰到砖墙的声音，倒象是碰到木板了。于是我用手指敲敲，果然是木板的声音。
仔细看看，墙壁上面居然有一个大洞，是用木板盖起来，再重新油漆的，洞的四周有很多细小的裂纹。由于在床头，我从来就没有注意。真是太无耻了，太下贱了。
于是我明白为什么最近我儿子在那里做功课的时候总是觉得头昏，我坐在附近的时候也有同样的感觉。他们在用某种声波或微波之类的对准我们的脑袋发射。
这个会引发脑癌吧？杀人不动刀？
这是些甚么畜生

我发现一件很奇怪的事情,就是从我的防火墙显示来看,我的电脑被连接到台湾、香港、澳门、欧洲、美国等等很多地方。这是为什么呢？难道这是一个国际项目？我居然有幸被如此多的人关注？似乎有点不可思议。
但是,也许这是贱狗们迷惑我的方法,以假的IP地址显示而已,思考中.
I found something very strange. It is shown from my firewall that my pc was connected to Taiwna, Hong Kong, Macao, Europ, US and many other places. But why? Is this an international project? Did I cause so many attention from so many places? It is incredible.
Or is it their method to make me confused? Do they show those forged IP addresses to me?

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其实他们用得最多,最不可思议的技术,就是他们对于声音使用的方法.

这十年,我搬了四次家,每一次都会因为声音问题与邻居产生
纠纷.而且我们全家(其实是分开的四家)都有同样的问题,而据我观察,有很多家庭看电视或听音响的声音比我们都大很多,却完全没有这样的问题.即使将声音
降到几乎听不见的水平仍然纠纷不断,因此,多年来我一直百思不得其解.

直到最近,才真相大白.声音,是他们使用得最多的一件利器.而且其应用技术
水平之高超,远远超出一般的常识范围,不是亲身经历,我也绝对是不肯相信的.最主要的原因是声音的传送肯定是双向的,如果邻居能够听见我们看电视听音响的
声音,那么我肯定也能够听见他们的,因为他们开的也不太小声.谁知道,却有这样的技术存在.

上两个月,有一次我在家里洗衣服,同时也在看电视.大概是他们有需要引开我的注意力,我总是听见房间里面有流水的声音.我反复进房间查看,但是我房间里面根本就没有水管,何来水声?反复几次以后,终于恍然大悟:又是他们的技术.

他们有一种单向的传音技术,可以将远处的声音传到近处,或者相反.而且可以是看起来似乎是凭空的、看不到传声的工具的。传输的准确程度，远不是那些演唱会之类的能比，他们可以将某一点的声音准确传到另外一点，而其他人却听不见。

确实神乎其技，不可思议，但确实百分之一百是真实的。

因
为他们需要将我调开，所以就能够将我的阳台上的洗衣机的入水声传到房间，让我反复进去查看。也因为他们有这项技术，我们的邻居在我们以很小音量看电视的时
候却能够清楚听见，足以造成滋扰。也因为这项技术，当我同他们斗得厉害的时候，我平时听不见的电梯房的噪音能够准确地传到我的卧室。而且可以调整音量，看
他们的需要而定。这个当真令我佩服得很。

还有更加不可思议的，他们能够将数十米外的声音准确地传送到我一个人的耳朵。有几天，在斗争激烈的时候，我坐在靠马路的窗口乘凉，数十米外的汽车声音在我耳朵轰鸣，声音居然比坐在马路中间还要响！！

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一次深夜，我看儿子后出门回家。由于他们的滋扰加上母亲的仇恨令我非常愤怒，我发短信与几个朋友对话，声明一定会斗到底，即使牺牲姓名也在所不惜。这时，
我身边的空气中竟然凭空炮声隆隆，如同无数炮弹在我身边炸响！！就在空气里面，当然这时是深夜，旁边没有任何人。但是你可以想象，哪怕我的神经稍不强韧，
在这一刻足以让我发疯。

可惜他们遇见的是我，多年的磨练，我已经处变不惊。因此我并没有太大的反应，但对这样的技术确实觉得不可思议！！此后同样的方法他们还用过两次，只是更加只能让我一噱。

各位不必怀疑我的神智，在同一段时间，我通过了作业论文和考试，拿到了我的硕士学位。这足以证明我不但神智清明，而且能够冷静地处理所有的问题。

我想做的，是让更多的人了解到这些被用来迫害守法公民的技术，将这些阴暗的老鼠曝光，这样他们就会丧失害人的能力。

我希望得到所有网友的支持，我们的昨天、今天，有可能是你们的明天，也许就在今天有许许多多的人在经受同样的迫害，只是他们还蒙在鼓里。我们一起来帮帮他们吧！！！

经我的反复推敲,对贱狗们行为的唯一合理的解释,就是他们在进行一项高级别的实验,而我们恰巧不幸成为了实验品.
否则,我根本无法解释这些大机构花费十多年的时间,无数的资金、人力、技术对我们全家进行跟踪、迫害。我们没有这样的价值，我们不是大富、不是要人，更没有参加任何政治活动。
十年来，每天都有人出现在我的左右，暗示我是如何的不好，如何令人不齿，大多数人我根本就无一面之识。开始，我是采取对抗的心理，因为我自觉虽非好人，但绝对与人无伤。我一生正直做人，捐助过贫困儿童学费，多次捐过血，敬老爱幼，拼命读书工作，固然脾气不好，但绝对没有理由引起这么多人的恶感，何况大多数这些家伙根本就不认识我。
随着时间过去，这种现象一直持续着，知道最近我才彻底明白，一切都是同一个机构所为。包括先进的电脑技术、声控技术，我身边长时间卧伏的至少十个人。无论我去到什么地方，甚至外出旅游，都会有同一个机构委派的人士跟踪、骚扰。
平心而论,在监控我的电脑的技术还是相当先进的,器械肯定价值不菲,运行费用绝对不低,工作人员的费用肯定也是很高的.我不是比尔盖茨,更不是本拉登,何必花费如许资金、人力、技术来对付？这十多年所花费的资源，有十分之一就足够不露痕迹地杀死我们全家十次了，这笔帐他们不至于白痴到算不出来。
那么，这一切会是我的错觉吗？幻觉？经过认真的评估，我是否定的。这两年，我对自己的工作业绩的评价是非常出色，我所领导的部门在公司数次重助和大型管理系统上线的过程中，以非常少的人力做出了出色的成绩。同时在这两年我还兼顾繁重的学业，取得了工商管理硕士学位。我不仅要阅读大量的书籍，还要写近十万字的作业，大多数是论文，要参加考试，同时几乎每天加班。如果我的神经有问题，是绝不可能做到的。要做到这些，我必须非常冷静、专注、执着。因此，我的精神状态的正常绝对是可以肯定的。
因此，唯一合理的解释，就是我们在没有被告知的情况，被拖入了一场秘密的实验。所有的这些闻所未闻的、先进的技术的使用，就是注脚。
现在，他们已经将主要的目标转到了我的儿子，因为我已经不是主要目标了，所有一切的手段对我已经完全没有作用了。还有我们家的其他的下一代。
如果我所推测的是事实，其实我也得到一些暗示表明我的推测是正确的，那么我们的人权何在

Friday, 23. March 2007, 03:59:4
无论是雷鸣电闪还是风和日丽,是晴空万里或是云飞满天,生活仍然在继续着.表面的平静也许深藏着暗涌,所以,我只以平常心待之,心平气和,波澜不兴.不过工作也还是在继续,即使没有人督促,也没有报酬.
依旧是上网做事情,依旧是时刻面对伺机暗算,这一切已经成为我的生活习惯,没有惊,也没有喜.如同吃饭、睡觉一般，一般生活琐事而已，不足萦怀。
他们的工作重点有点转向我的儿子，也许我儿子确实患有一点抽动症，也许根本就是捏造出来的，象我的锥间盘突出一样。
有朋友问我，会不会是你太敏感了？言下之意，是不是你的臆想？我很理解，如果这一切没有发生在我自己身上，我贷半是不肯相信的。谢谢朋友仍然有所疑问，至少她们还没有把我看成疯子或者白痴，至少她们还相信我这个人，因为我这个个人她们才会至少半信半疑。
既然我这个个人还是可以相信的，解释起来就简单了。折磨了我十年的腰痛，曾经花费了我过万的医治费用，如果是真的，难道会因为我自己掐我自己的身体后，就完全不药而愈？还有痛了十年的喉咙，每天吃解毒丸喝凉茶象吃饭喝开水一样，我整整吃了十年，如果是真的，难道会因为我自己掐自己又完全好了，而且完试万灵？
他们现在把目标转向我儿子，也许是因为对我而云这一切都已经毫无作用了，以后也绝不会起半点作用。也许是想恐吓我，希望我停止目前的活动。也许根本从一开始就没有停过，只是我最近才开始同我儿子在这方面的沟通。也许吧，这也是我能够坚持做下来的重要原因，也许是最重要的。
Whenever there are thunders and flashes or a clear sky, life is just going on. Beneath the peaceful days, maybe there are streams under. I make it just another day, working without payment or supervision.
Still working on the net while being watched and tried anything to stop me, all these are my part of my daily life now.
They have switched their main point to my son.
Some friend asked me wether I imagine my story out. Am I too sensative? I understand their point. Actually if all these haven't happened on me, I would not believe it mostly. Thanks a lot for their believing me not creating the whole story. At least they trust me.
If I should be trusted, it is simple to explain all that then. The painful waist which tortured me for ten years and costed me over ten thousand in varous hospitals, should not be cured in ten minutes when I just put some pain on the other parts of my own body. The pain with my throad, lasted over ten years and also costed me quite a lot of money, should not be cured easily with the same method and never happen again. I might have taken a ton of chinese herbal medicine to deal with my painful throat. How can it be so easy to be cured if it is a natural one?
They are transferring their point to my son, might because all their means can do nothing on me now, might be that was started long ago and never stopped, or might be they want to scare me and put a stop to my movements on the net.
Then I can not stop more over. I can not just sit besides and see all these happen to my dearest son. Never.
I would rather sacrify my own life for that risk.
I decided thatt I may just live for the people I love now and ever.

I can't use my computer yet, but have to work in a net bar. They still do a lot of things to stop me to make this open to the public. I have to fight them in almost every minute. I have to change the computer three times to avoid being controlled.
Now I can work, on this blog and the net.
The most funny thing is they had to switch off the power supply of the net bar three days ago when I was sending lots of mail to overseas media.
我还是不能使用自己得电脑，仍然不得不使用网吧得电脑。他们也仍然是做很多事情来阻止我将事件公诸于众。
于是我又不得不同他们反复纠缠争夺电脑得控制权，我换了三台电脑才可以开始正常工作。
现在终于可以正常开始工作了。可笑得是大概他也在听我所的音乐，他很烦听到心经吧，所以拼命摇动我的座椅，无耻的家伙。
更加可笑的是，三天前我在网吧的工作逼得他们居然把网吧的电闸给拉了，真厉害啊，佩服得很